Wednesday, May 14, 2008

don't know why but lots of thoughts have been going through my mind tonight.
any readers out there, has anyone thought about why are we here? on EARTH? apart from religous crap, whats ur purpose?


Thinking about it, humans are such a fragile creature. every single one is standing and breathing from the same ground and air, yet there is still so much suffering round the world. Have been reading lotsa bout the globe itself, so many things are left unsolved, Global warming, never ending poverty, human dying, animals push to the point of extiction. Have we really been caught up so much in our buzz of life that we lost our basic touch of care?


talking about me, i just don't understand why i'm here? i remembered i've spent studying for my past 18 years of my life and after that, i'll be spending the rest of my life joining in the rat race. Is this my purpose. I admit i'm not any good samritians but i do feel the slight tinge of sadness when i see the myanmmar cyclone, china earthquake, and the continue struggling of people living in ever poverty. If it was you, Won't You?


feel that i still haven't reach the point of life when i'm totally in control of myself. Pei Shan told me something that day, i was not a good president when i'm in the Ex-Co. i didn't reply that day. maybe due to my male ego in me. but i agree. i'm not discipline enough. not being able to task, pioritise meself. and i lost my goal easily.


but...i'm changing.


there's many people who have has touch my life, who made me go on a turning point in my life, they are the ones that i dunno, some that is so dear to me; Thanks to those that have help me change in mylife;


Mr Pandian, my ex-coach who left me with a quote that has been etch in my mind ever sine. "endure what that cannot be endure is then true endurance.",

Elizabeth Song, my good sister who made me understand how to be more mature and analyatical.

My parents, who made me so mad at them that i just want to prove something to them with whatever means i can,

the old man with white hair at AHM 2004, who told me,"young man, the finish line is near, don't ever give up.",

The Irwins, who dedicate their entire life to conservation and...




...my dearest girl, Who made me understand that i'm the man i should always be. Simply loves you <3





blah, such an emo entry. many things running through my mind, still thinking :|