Friday, April 11, 2008

back with my rants. haha.





This few weeks was really bored and especially stressful.
Actually got back my appeal and it was successful. Was quite happy and yet quite afraid. really dunno what the future will be like for me =|





Was rotting back at home this few weeks without ITP. was really irritated with my parents this few days. Really really irritated. when i go out they will rant about, wha, habit, how to study and all this shit la. Come on man, school haven't even start. and they tell me to study 3 weeks in advance of school re-opening. WTH. how the hell can i study myself. If i know how to do all those stuffs, i wouldn't even have fail and . . . it makes no sense la. and they are so paniky than me.?!?!? hiaz, one hell of a parent. does it really make sense that if i return home early everyday and stay at home during weekend then i will get a good grade??? LOL.






this few weeks was tough for me as well. don't know why we have small tiffs here and there. Ok la, i admit, some of it is my fault la. Really don't like all those silly little squabbers here and there. Things has already change and well, i love it. even accomponied her to far east to cut hair today but the shop was not open. Ate pepper lunch for dinner and i'm loving it. haha. Beef is soooooooo good. next two days will be staying with her over at her place. hope that she will be happy (:





actually i really do cherish this relationship. how we got tgt was really quite impossible le. LOL. funny. and all the things we have done, camps, holidays, staying at each other house, cooking for her family, meeting every day, blah blah blah, can't be forgotten de. Its really very sweet and nice memories. Whatever happen, i just hope this realtion could continue on as long as it takes ba.






Was thinking about if one day we really not tgt. i could strongly say i can't move on ba. really can't. it is my longest and most "professional" realtionship. have put all my heart and soul to it le.




nothing more le. have alot of things to achieve. but here are some top main piorities!!!

1.) Oversea trip with baby

2.) My good grades and pleasing my house two panicky souls

3.) nothing much, maintaining the relationship?!? haha.



oh yah, i could for-see there will be more quarells to come? i dunno. i'm really afraid i can't commit lotsa times for baby as before. but i will try to accomodate as well (:
Now waiting for my timetable to plan out all the ways to have a balance lifestyle between, work, relation, family and studies. yepps.



Thats all for now, until then.



and hey, i just drove again. Hyunai Matrix, it was fun crusing at gear 4 though =D





until then.......