Tuesday, March 18, 2008

it has been a messy messy month for me. so much has happen in my life.
First, i'm really very glad that major event is over. it is really like a burden being put off my chest. finally, i am free from my responsibility. and am quite glad that i have give it all the way.



many things has been screwed up in my life.



My relationship ain't that good. we did have quarells be it work or personal but it still ain't gonna help us a bit. But anyway, the last quarell in school was quite good i could say. i can finally cry out all that i have kept inside me for so long. but anyway, whatever what happen. i still love u as much as before. sorry that recently i can't be the clown, goof-ing around your life. hiaz. i feel very confuse at that moment. sorry girl. just bear with me for this moment. and hey. thank you for peing me when i'm down.



My studies ain't good either. not afraid to confess here but i have officially been removed from my course and that is equal to not studying in SP anymore. now trying for an appeal and i hope it go through. if there was this chance. hell yeah, i will do it. really dissapointed. mom has pledge 25K for me to see me through UNI. come on. let me freaking get through this.



My family stuffs ain't good either. have not been spending much time with them. hiaz. ): always argue and shout about. aiyo. dunno la. *its getting better, at least we talk.



recently someone make an impact in my life. she is my sister elizabeth. she told me quite alot of stuffs about me and it actually makes me reflect on my self. more self-awareness ba. thanks for being blunt when u comment about me. hiaz. i must change.



lots of things to do and i'm a man on a mission.
until then.