Tuesday, November 20, 2007

hey if u are reading this, pls dun misunderstood my msgs again.

this whole week has been really eventful, u know the thing of u msging him? i feel strange initially but i told myself that, oh well, he's still ur friend ma, cannot msg him mehz?
yepps, so that was like that lo.

then there was time when u were piss with me and u like msg him. during tuesday PT was the first one and then during investiture camp. it really feels, ARGGHHH. u understand ma. its like the feeling of being trap in the middle. there's no right or wrong in msging him what, but i just dun feel uncomfortable. anyway, i just told myself to hack care la, dun want to bring this matter up.

today afternoon i also saw those msgs, since morning de, i try to like act to u, show u i dun like that but oh well...
then at 2230 at night when i'm just beside u then you reply him again. its feels really quite sucky la. the more he reply things like pig or whatever. again, i tried to act sad to tell u how i feel but u turn around and fall asleep. then i tried to msg tell u how i feel, but yepps, it didn't get through again. finally can't really take it le so call u but then things didn't turn out as how it goes.

i really just want to let u know, i seriously don't like him!

no.1) if he is treating u as a friend, i hope he can talk like a friend. i seriously dunno what is his problem. i'm a guy eh, haha, how guys like talk to girl sweetly is "kan de chu de". i dunno, it just really feel weird la.

no.2)if a girl msg me from day till night, i dunno how you will feel but i just dun like the idea la. cause for me, i won't waste the whole day just by msging a girl de la.

hiaz, i'm really not paranoid but i just freakingly dislike him la.
cool down can?
i dunno if u understand how i feel but, it just dun feel good.

seriously.



hiaz. history is repeating again.