Wednesday, October 24, 2007

sorry guys. i was really filled with rage that moment.

hiaz.

right now, going out of house is like returning home.
going home is like going out of house.

nvm.

at least i still have all my frens around.
thanks.




HOME is nothing but just a place for me to sleep.
i don't want your money.
i just want a little respect, love, encouragement...
all this year, i could say i've done quite a lot of personal achievement.
i got first in countless singing competition, i was top in the nation for running, my rank in the world was top 10, my result in studies at the end isn't that bad afterall, but what do i get? can't u just at least tell me i've done a great job? i remember once u say that and i'll never forget.

i just got my plague saying i'm the top Under 15 runner in S'pore. you said:"you think running can last you a lifetime, don't be stupid, u just got lucky."

my studies, PSLE and sec 3 result, it was not bad. you said:"chey, once only, no big deal."

pple always tell me, thats your dad way of motivating u.
HAHA.
ya right. i so damn believe.

anyway, sorry shann. i just can't find my bearing now. but i'll hold on. i'm not that weak, i'll keep coming back.

and hey, thanks guys, u just make me smile when i think of all of you.

i love my sp rovers so much. it has really change to be more heart warming. then last year. even though last year we meet up alot. but the feeling from now and last time is really different. everyone just really look out for each others.

and hey. i love you peishan.




smile andy (:
you will be going home in around 8hours time.


ndshann on 12:27 AM