Sunday, September 30, 2007
walking home nothing to do. so was actually like looking closely at my ring.
anyway, happen to saw cheng's nick. hmmx. dunno what he's thinking this few day?must be really low or something like that.
first one is there's no purpose
now is where i belong?
thinking back. did i really push him too hard?
giving him all the leading role before he can even enjoy?
dunno. maybe somehow i lead him to think of it like that.
thinking thinking and i suddenly tot of the gang that went up to genting.
look at the fun and the bonding.
how relax we were and things like that.
if everyday is like this.
i want a simple life. ha. but i guess it won't happen.
there's too much things that i can't like go.
not now.
Project rigel was getting more unmeaningful over the minute.
firstly what i tot of is. wth am i here?
secondly is still. wth am i here?
no one guide me do treasury. they just say. go take money. go sent in sponsorship request.
haha. if only it was just like this.
i finally convince myself over dinner time.
i'm holding on because of the APSN kids. wanna bring some joy in their life <3
and perhaps tt ada and shann plan the program so long and well ba.
i must try to do up my treasury.
hiaz. -.-"
oh ya. btw. its the first time i'm working in a project that doesn't need a Project Director de.
LOL. no wonder they say it will be a new experience.
no wonder...
i'm quite irritated by dad. i think he's in the wrong religion.
he should be a christian.
OMG. i swear he can preach better than the pastor.
it was non stop firing.
one fine day i think i can't take it.
hehe.
but this week must act guai.
friday camping out already. our prep camp.
again hiaz.
we do so much but again. its worth it.
and i promise this one will be even better x5 time more experience than backswoodman.
i need to catch some snore.
ha.
monday blues is coming. shit.
