Thursday, February 08, 2007
hmmx. i've never really felt this kinda of feelings before.those feelings. where u just feel like, tearing things right infront of u, jumping around the place, kick the door hard, scream your lungs out.
thats what i'm feeling.
but i can't let it all out.
dads at home -_-"
ok nvm. tts not the main point.
i ask myself. am i ever so worried for someone. till e extend when even going home after dark?
i keep telling myself its just going home but, y am i still uptight?
i can't stop myself from thinking.
from the moment i sent my msg out ask her what she's doing, i can't concentrate on every single things to do. i'm just, sitting down, staring at sums that i dun understand and hoping the hp to beep. some times i just feel so much to call, but am i being too . . . irritating? ok. i jus tsit and wait.
and then at exactly ten. i was so happy. i pick up e phone and call. half-way through. oh no. sucks. no more batt.
i was so fustrated. i want to the toilet, pull my hair, shake the sink. kick the toilet bowl; go to my room. jump on the bed, do push up, pull the blanket. doing everything to ease my frustration. arghhh...i just can't stop thinking about her.
i guess my love has gone over it.
it has turn to some thing more than <3>.
i'm going crazy . .
. . crazy over her . .
. . and i love it (:
ndshann on 11:18 PM
