Monday, January 22, 2007
arghh, i'm bleeding. my nose. it won't stop?ok, nvm.
can't sleep well either, guess i really want to update this blog.
i felt kinda ashame of myself.
to keep this blog stagnant.
its meant to be something special.
ok, since the last entry, many small things have had happen that make big changes in my life.
Been trough te 24 hour survival quest with them. its really great. and i things that its not as tough as i expect.
hmmx, rovering has really brought me lotsa fun, joy and a great new lotsa experience.
club is reforming, things are changing.
will they ever understand what problems we're facing now? aren't we the one facing the challenges? why can't our opininons be express? or even impement?
recently dear's mum is in hospital.
i dunno why but it actually snaps me back to reality.
i started to understnad how fortunate i was. and i've been screaming at my parents all this while. =(
hiaz.
wake up go sch come home eat sleep. no worries. no housechores.
meet up with liyan.
got quite a talk.
she lend me a book. "how to be a better leader?"
it also talk some sense to me.
the most powerful one should be this.
leader comes early. followers see. followers come on time or early.
leaders comes late. followers see. followers late or never even come.
i realize that i've been often late for lotsa things. and why? why didn't i get this book early. futhermore. the waiting for election result is so long. so damn long. i've been dying to have a chance to change, change more things, have more say.
any way, i hope you have a really happy birthday celebration.
its not really special.
but i hope it'll always be in your heart.
the luge, havanas, coconuts, hammock, truth or dare, toilet. . .
i'll never forget it. thanks for making it memorable as well.
many things said.
little things done.
there's still more things in life i've not complete.
i think i really seriously need a change.
in me.
for the better.
and, it will always 101% love, not a bit less :)
ndshann on 4:04 AM
